ok. I'm having a bad week. I have to vent.
first of all... don't even get me started on how stupid people are. and bitchy. and rude. and how much they like to blame you for things that are NOT your fault. Anyway.
Second. I am an idiot. I really feel like an idiot most of the time. Here I am, doing everything I can, doing every single thing I can think of, to make someone else feel supported, loved, cared for... to make that person feel like they can be themselves, they can do whatever they need to do... and, shockingly, I am given pretty much nothing in return. And it doesn't really matter, does it?
Third. I fucking wanted to get a tattoo tonight. The tattoo guy *forgot* that he told me to come up there today. So he was busy doing a huge tat. I tried to call up there at 10 (after waiting 2.5 hours to hear from him) but noone answered. He finally called at 11 and left a message to say this other guy could do the tat for me. Whatever. At that point I was home and wasn't about to go down there only to have to wait 30 mins for the guy to get set up and then not be back til 1 or so. I'll just go back to my regular artist and set up an appointment for 2 months later. :P
Yes. My week is awesome. No. Not so much.
