Well. I haven't had a whole lot to say this last week. Not surprising, considering my life has pretty much consisted of working out and watching Friends seasons. It's been a little boring at times, but it's been good for me, I think. I do feel ready to get back to work, and hopefully I will be in a place to do my best. I was in pretty desperate need of a real break.
Pretty One comes back tonight. I won't see her. I'll see her tomorrow... I had hoped that her trip would give her a reason to choose me. There was a chance, I suppose. There's always a chance. But it didn't. Last night she let me know she had indeed decided to go with her original plan. It's fair. She needs to do what's best for her, and if that's what it is... then that's where we are. I just always hoped I would be good enough that the obvious choice would be me. I understand... to an extent. Not completely, because I've never been on that side of it.
I really didn't think this would happen with her. I really, really thought this would be it. But I think this is further proof that I am just everyone's footnote in their happy little lives. Not that I assume all of my exes are happy, but that's just what it seems like a lot of the time. Footnote.
Anyway. Here we go. Again.
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