Day 5!

Alright! Going strong with the 30 day blogging challenge. Today is "a song to match your mood." My mood is pretty much what it usually is - wondering why I'm not good enough, and when I will be. I found my person, and I guess I'm just not where she wants to be right now. It's fair, I guess. I mean... she has a lot of other stuff going on. And even if I was what she wanted... it's not like she'd be ready for it tomorrow. Just... you find the person you wanna spend the rest of your life with... you don't wanna waste any time not being with them. I have to waste... so much time.


Anyway. Here it is:


What have I done
I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken,
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth
That sometimes life isn't fair

I'll send out a wish and I'll send out a prayer
And finally someone will see
How much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take

To get it right
To get it right