Well. I'm here in California for 3 weeks. Training for 3 weeks. Living alone in a hotel room for 3 weeks. Not being the one with the car keys.
This will be interesting.
Got here not long ago, to the hotel, that is. Kinda getting settled. Trying to find the courage to text the guy who I shared a car with on the way here and see if maybe he wants to go find some food or something. I don't really want to just be stuck here all evening. I also want to make sure he waits for me in the morning! I need to be sure I have a ride to work. I'm just... this is not my personality, to do this kind of thing. Go somewhere that I don't know anyone. It's kind of scary. It's *really* scary, actually. I don't know anyone. I don't have my own car. I don't know what I'm going to do for dinner, or if I need to go get something...
Well. This will be new for me in all kinds of ways.
I think it will be better once class actually starts tomorrow. Then we will kind of meet people, get to work, start spending time together. Yeah. It will be ok then. It's just... going to be weird until then.
Maybe I'll go to bed early.
Don't get me wrong. I'm super pumped to be here. I'm so excited to get to work tomorrow. Just... I don't really know what to do right now.
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