maybe it's not so bad

Ok. So. It's kinda weird being alone, not really knowing anyone. Having to trust other people to get you where you need to be when you need to be there. It's very, very strange. However... it's not that bad.

I am in a car with 3 young men. We all have class together, we ride to and from the hotel together. We make sure the other 3 have a ride to lunch or dinner, often going together. Tonight I didn't go with them. One of my car buddies was going to dinner with a friend of his that is here. The other two invited me to go with them after one got a hair cut, but my allergies have really been bothering me all day and I am so exhausted. I ordered a pizza, took a hot bath, and have been laying on my bed. I will be sleeping quite soon. I don't want to be sick.

I am kind of enjoying this, though. I would enjoy it more if I had my own car and someone I was close to with me. But. This is kind of a cool experience. I mean... Proof that I would rather not ever move somewhere alone to restart my life. Maybe with someone, a significant other I think. It's a cool experience, though, like I said. I think it's probably good for me. It's also very nice to be away from home, away from my life, away from just the normal every day things. It already feels like I've been gone forever, honestly. It is definitely still work, but it still feels a little bit like vacation. No, I'm not drinking or partying or going crazy. I've actually had the lights off by 11:30 at the latest the last couple nights. It's 10:30 now and I plan to hit the sack as soon as I'm done with this blog entry. If I was feeling better, I would be getting up again tomorrow at 6:50 to hit the gym! So I'm hoping I can kick whatever it is that is bothering my throat. But... this is really quite good for me.

I know this isn't a very exciting blog entry. There isn't really much I can say. I just wanted to write that I am certainly enjoying this. But I miss my friends, my family, and that beautiful girl.